laughter

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a genuine laugh, is when you're with your buddies; acting silly. the best laugh.
this is where i was.

pretend to laugh, is when you bulge into a random group to avoid loneliness. try to smile and laugh, but your mind is elsewhere. although not contented, you try to hold them and keep yourself accompanied.  
this is where i am.

but the ultimate laughter, has already been described to us more than 1400 years ago.

As for the blessed ones, their “faces will be radiant,” showing their extreme joy and delight because they know that they have been successful, “laughing and rejoicing.” (80:37-38)

prayers to Allah, may all of us be part of these exclusive people.
this is where i want to be, insyaAllah.

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