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honestly felt like it was only yesterday when i last blogged. at the time, it was super depressing. i've been wanting to post for so long, but it doesnt seem to help ease the pain.
it started when i first entered uni. essentially to remind myself not to go overboard & keep my head low; the fact that i failed pre-uni.
it also captures those moments when i was young & dumb; when i thought i was old enough to start a new life with someone.
and the times when i thought my path was set; get a better education, better qualification & land a job was said to be on-demand, then, to go after the lady i thought was irreplaceable.
and then reality hits... rock hard.
the last two years of my life was a period full of uncertainties. was unemployed, but still too proud with my master's degree that i ended up registering a doctoral degree to keep my head sane; & i couldn't be more wrong.
when i thought i had endured the toughest time of my life, suddenly the problems i had in the past were like... nothing. to know that you're aging, yet still not qualified to do anything is just, sad.
and worst of all, to see her got taken.
good thing i still have this blog. so i can look
back at what i wrote; my thought process as far as (almost) a decade ago
and re-live those memories...
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I seriously thought we were friends..so you might wanna talk to me things like these..you know, talk to someone might help you feel better..idk we used to be friends..well, I hope you're okay now and all iz well for you :)
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