what i blogged on the 5th of May, i still feel the same way about it today. i might be 23 years old turning 24 soon, and like most normal guys i do have visions of my future partner. but, we don't speak of what's about to happen next. i've been in a position when i thought i was gonna end up with someone for good. i thought about it everyday. i was convinced. i prayed for it to happen and it even became a motivation for me to quickly become somebody.
sadly, it didn't take long for things to go haywire. i never realize i was pulling off the biggest joke of my life. everything i initially thought was right, was entirely wrong. i deceived myself. i was so immature. nonetheless, i'm glad it happen otherwise i wouldn't be thought a lesson. i wouldn't exactly say i'm afraid of getting into a relationship again. but i'm afraid of what i might become, at least for now.
i can't establish the best of relationship with the Creator. until then, my presence into someone's life would just be a disaster.
as close as you might think i am, know that i'm always firm with my intention. and it's not like i'm not prepared if someday i might have to lose a friend, or even you. just so you know, i've already lost countless of them; thus the saying "friends come and go".
anyways, it's always cool to have someone who you can really talk to and just be happy with; a good friend! that's all i'm looking for.
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whoever is meant to be there, will be there. dont pray to have certain someone in yr life. pray for the best. allah knows the best right? ;)
ReplyDelete"i can't establish the best of relationship with the Creator. until then, my presence into someone's life would just be a disaster." good statement you got here bro! I second that!!
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